Tuesday, May 26, 2015
The Search for Work and Why It's Killing Me
Well, I'm still looking for a second job to supplement my current income but my search has been sporadic and spotty at best. I have heard back from people, but only that they either couldn't open my resume or that they would like a cover letter as well. My mom mentioned that I might be reluctant to find more work because I don't want to work full time while my boyfriend is less than 3-5 hours away; he's about to start grad school in Morgantown where it would be either a 5 hour bus ride or a 3 hour car ride and the thought of it is killing me. I hadn't broken it down like that, but yeah, I don't want to work full time between now and August. We enjoy our time together so much that it's hard to be apart for more than a week. I don't want to have 1 or 2 day visits every month or even every two weeks, even now the distance seems too hard to handle. It would be awesome if the answer to the problem was to move with him but where would that leave me? The question is will I be able to pursue my dream while feeling sad and lonely half the time or will I do better when I'm distracted by how awesome it is to be living together. I'm worried I might settle for whatever I get in Morgantown because I'll be in a euphoric dream and that I'll get stuck even if I don't move due to bouts of depression. I really don't know what to do.
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