So, yesterday I was talking about how I had spent so much time wishing to be the version of me I would have been had I not gone through the early childhood trauma. And this morning, it came to me that that particular version of me is still there somewhere; as I continue calling on the healing grace of God, I will one day be so confident and self-assured that I won't even remember why I couldn't feel that way before. As I continue calling on the light of God, I will one day be able to remember and recognize my own worth and nothing that might occur outside of me will make me question it again. I will feel fully empowered, capable, and even fully comfortable in my own skin. In the end I would also find it easy, effortless, and safe to fall in love with someone. As they say, I believe in A Course in Miracles, the power of God is greater than the power of the world outside of us; one day, I will remember who I truly am and when I do, I'll be the version of me who doesn't know the effects of trauma. All of the facets associated with it will gradually smooth over, soften, and disappear.
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