Replacing Fears with Prayers

Prayers to address the following fears and concerns that arose this past week:
    Sometimes, I don't feel strong enough for the path I've chosen. I feel as though no matter how much healing I experience, I cannot manifest coherence in my life. I'm beginning to feel worn out. I don't know if I'll ever be able to leave this labyrinth of chaos behind. I heal a deep layer, sometimes many layers and then something explodes in my face.
 
    Please, dear God, help me see the grace in this chaos. Please dear God, share with me how this chaos is actually divine order. My faith is wearing thin, God, so please aid me in bolstering my faith right now. My heart has grown doubtful and is beginning to feel betrayed by You, God.
    So please, dear God, fill my heart with peace. Please, dear God, fill my heart with the infinite love You would have it know. Strengthen my heart with Your healing light. Restore a sense of peace to my heart today, God, for my heart is still trying to recover from the traumas of this lifetime and many others.
    Dear God, fill my mind once again with the certainty that You are always looking out for me. Dear God, fill my mind once again with the certainty that I am loved and cared for by the universe. Dear God, please strengthen the vision and the voice of my soul so that I may ignore the ego's lies and illusions.
    Dear God, I do not feel strong enough to fulfill Your vision for me, so please, lend me Your strength. Dear God, I do not feel whole enough to fulfill Your vision for me, so please show me my wholeness now. Dear God, I do not feel at peace enough to fulfill Your vision for me so please bless me with Your peace right now. Dear God, I do not feel wise enough to fulfill Your vision for me, so please pour Your wisdom into my crown. Dear God, I do not feel healed enough to fulfill Your vision for me. So please, dear God, grace me with Your healing light. 

    Dear God, please bring Your infinite love, Your infinite light, and Your infinite healing energy to and through the heart of my inner child. Please dear God, teach her; show my inner child what peace feels like. I was born into a warzone, God, so my inner child does not yet know the true meaning of peace; it is a foreign entity to her God. So please, Mother, Father, God, angels and ancestors, send my inner child all Your love, light, and healing grace. Light a candle in her darkness, in her hiding place and sit with her. Dear Mother, Father, God, angels, and ancestors, take her hand in Yours and comfort her. Hold her, rock her, caress her. Dear Mother, Father, God, angels, and ancestors, may the light You bring to her cut our chains to the trauma; may the light You bring to her free her from despair, free her from the feelings of shame and humiliation. Dear Mother, Father, God, angels, and ancestors, may the love You bring to her restore her faith, restore her sense of self-worth.
    I was born into a warzone, God, so please send my inner child a steady river of healing grace, of loving light. I ask that this river of healing remains constant so that, in time, she will trust You again, God. Let Your river of infinite love, light, and healing eternally flow through the heart of my inner child. Let Your infinite peace eternally flow into the mind of my inner child until Your peace displaces the warzone I have imagined still exists around me now. Dear God, let my inner child carry peace of mind. Let my inner child carry joy in her heart again. Dear God, let my inner child remember Your deep and abiding love for her; let her remember that Your grace surrounds her always. Let her remember that she is safe in Your loving arms. Amen. Asé. Aho. Let it be so. And so it is.

And now,
I picture an angel
placing around my shoulders
a blanket of peace.
It is so soft
it distracts me
from any residual discontent.