The following is an assignment that was given by the person running weekly channeling sessions and classes. He told us to write as our future selves to our current selves. So hopefully the odd grammar and diction isn't too bizarre and annoying. Writers are often criticized for being egocentric, but we are no more so than those who try out on the Got Talent shows, we just have a more subtle method of trying to gain some attention. And for me, this blog and the possibility of writing an autobiography is about giving my life such an interesting twist that it will encourage others to embrace all aspects of their lives. Anyway, this is a monologue for another time; sorry for the digression.
Dear Self,
This is your future self and the view from here is amazing! I know it feels next to impossible to gain the self-confidence and to lose the fears and doubts, but I'm here to tell you it's not. In fact, in a way, you're already there. Since time is an illusion, you've already made it. It has been an inevitability from the start. Just keep sending your fears, worries, concerns, and doubts to God and he will or has replaced them with strength, courage, wisdom, and faith. Faith in the outcome, faith in our own abilities and that with or without the constant pitfalls, our healing process is always happening. I know it feels as though we keep relapsing back into old habits, but we are indeed moving forward and faster than you might realize. Start loving your quirks and send love and compassion to the qualities you dislike. As you're aware they came about from the times in our life in which we lost touch with the love that never left, with God who has always been there rooting you on and ensuring we stay on track for the greatness we're meant to achieve. It may not be on the grandiose scale we've been hoping for, but we'll make a huge impact on the lives we do touch. Hang in there and keep your faith. This wild ride will be great!
PROVERBS 3:5-6
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