The intention behind this, as with many of my "downer" pieces, is to let go of the thoughts that would drag me down... So read no more into it than that.
I can't help but feel
that simply being
has no value
because it appears,
on the surface at least,
to equal a lack of purpose...
And that, to me,
would feel like a death sentence.
And on top of that my future continues
to appear to be a gaping void
full of nothing...
Nothing to do, nothing to be or become.
I can't see how I can fulfill my heart's desire.
I feel like I wasted a whole lot
of time, energy, and effort to get nowhere.
Why am I here if there's nothing for me to do?
How am I supposed to help others
when it seems I can barely help myself?
I'm 28 and I feel like I haven't done anything,
like I haven't accomplished anything.
It was easier to successfully travel
than to find and stay in a job I truly wanted.
Why do there appear to be
so many roadblocks to what I desire most?
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