A Little Bit of Medicine

    "For when you embrace your medicine you not only heal yourself, you become the healing that is needed in the world around you... Open your soul to the world, and live your medicine. Only then will you fulfill your highest potential; your true divine purpose." --Kristin Smith

Dear Mother, Father, God,
I open my heart to Your divine loving presence.
Dear Mother, Father, God,
I open my soul to Your infinite wisdom and perfect guidance.
I invite and invoke you, Mother, Father, God into my being.
May I see and feel Your presence within me.
May I know and feel within my very bones,
that I am loved and cherished by You,
that I am guided, protected, and even nourished
by Your loving grace, by Your unconditional loving compassion.
Until today, I have felt unwanted, unneeded, and unlovable.
And I thank you Mother God for the miracle of healing this misperception.
Until today I have believed myself to be unworthy and undeserving of Your good.
But I thank you Father God for the miracle of healing this misperception.
Until today, I have felt abandoned, forsaken, and punished by You, and until today I have blamed myself and You for the suffering I endured.
But I thank you Mother, Father, God for the miracle of healing and releasing the pain of these false ideations.
I now see the truth, if only the start of the truth.
I now see Your love and light in every part of my path.
I now see where You protected me
and why You couldn't protect me
from that which I chose by selecting this path.

I forgive You, Mother, Father, God, knowing with all my heart
that there is nothing to forgive.
And I forgive my father, knowing with all my soul
that there is nothing to forgive.
And I forgive myself for all I endured,
knowing with all my being that there is nothing to forgive.

I take this moment to envision my future.
The future I will step into as God herself.
The future I will claim as God herself.
It will be the one envisioned by my soul before I was born.
It will be solely for bringing forth healing,
healing for the children of the world,
the inner children within the elders,
and of course to heal my own childhood self.
My childhood pain represents all children's pain,
and therefore my healing will represent
the healing of all others.
Let this be so. And so it is. Amen.