I had a chance to hang out with a close friend Thursday afternoon and then had a good therapy session Friday. After having withheld a few big things, I finally gathered the courage to share with my therapist more from the list my intuition has compiled between March of last year and now. As hard as it was, it was also a relief not to have those secrets bottled up anymore. I managed to share 6 out of the 8 things on my list before reaching my threshold which was more than I expected to be able to do. One of the reasons it took a while to share is because I have no evidence and no memories, just hunches and notions, so I had worried that what I wished to share wouldn't be believed or taken seriously. But so far, my therapist seems to trust my intuition.
As for the COVID situation, I'm the only one in this apartment who doesn't have it...so far. One of my roommates is getting over it but still has a painful cough and the other tested positive yesterday. Both of them are vaccinated, so these new variants that have cropped up are starting to come for us. I wish more people trusted the vaccine because all of these crazy variants were only made possible by the number of people who have remained unvaccinated.
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