It has been quite a rough week. The hopelessness I feel continues to overwhelm me. Ages ago, I signed up for a support group for people who have survived CSA & it has been pushed back yet again. This time until May. The start date has now been changed so often that I won't believe it until I see it. And due to last Friday being Passover, my therapist shifted our Friday appointment to be three days earlier. So I've waited 10 days between appointments with all this mounting pressure. The insomnia coupled with the demands of my job has caused my exhaustion levels to continually rise. And tomorrow's work schedule is packed around my 1 hour of therapy. I quite literally can't cope right now. I keep getting the message to rest, but again, that's an impossibility. I'm the only one available to do the jobs that need doing tomorrow.
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